1.15.2007

freedom?

this morning, i did not wake up nervous or anxious or anything like that at all.

while i like to think i'm all better, i know this is not a permanent thing. it was brought on by my most excellent boyfriend and the (temporary?) cessation of my marathon mind.

one time i did something to myself so that i would never forget that i'll surely feel low again (an attempt to eliminate false hope). it's times like this am thankful for it and resentful of it, marring my relative enthusiasm.

anyways, hopefully natharr got his lost luggage so that we may celebrate his birthday at soup plantation. (yes, al. that's me being a responsible blogger.)

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